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I like the ocean. I’ve been living next to the ocean all my live. As metaphor, the Ocean is a powerfull icon: deep, changing, always unknown and uncontrollable. The Ocean means the Life. The origin and the end.

When child, the ocean scared me. The things that lives in the bottom of the ocean are monsters. Real monsters. There are unknown creatures living in the darkness of the ocean. Things who never see the sun. Swim in the bottomless ocean is just fly over the monster’s nest.
I wanted to explore the ocean, to study the creatures who live there. Just because they scared me. Because I’m a science man: I don’t fear what I know. I want to know, to understand. Knowledge is power.

But the Ocean still there. I’m not afraid. I know the monsters. I understand the streams, the waves, the tides. But the Ocean is there, just in the horizon, beyond my window. Pitch black in the darkness of a moonless night.

I’ve the ocean in my veins. In my soul. The deeper you go, the darker it becomes. And the monsters are waiting, unseen, unknown.

  • Film: GATTACA
  • City: Chicago
  • Food: Indian or sushi
  • Hobby: Rol play games
  • Picture: Flaming June
  • Book: Perfume: The story of a Murderer
  • Sport: Ice skating

Is a fact. I’m sick (flu) and tired. I’m tired about lots of things. And sleeping alone is just one of them.
My “personal holistic counsellor” told me that my sickness comes from my emotional stress. And she’s right, I know. But I’ve to deal with this shit by myself. There’s no other way: you can’t fight the tide. But you must fight against the water if don’t want to drown.

I feel quite adrift, now. I know I will survive. I know how to deal with loneliness and sadness and everything else. Is just I don’t want. Keep me balanced is the tricky part, day by day. Don’t want to become a cynical guy. Don’t want to become the “depressed friend” that everyone feels sorry for him.

So, balance. Keep the balance between heart and mind. Keep the bad feelings, the regret, the things that will hurt me at bay.

I’m quite normal. Not too much nothing: Not too handsome, not too tall, not too rich. 😀

1,78 m tall, 90 kg, 28 years. Brown eyes, brown long hair (but I’m getting blonder!!), little curly. I’m not fit, quite overweighted.
I like to wear comfortable clothes, t-shirts, all brown or plain colors. “Clean & comfortable” is my concept of Fashion, but can be elegant if needed.

Is a good question. Too good to be answered right now, indeed.

I’ve read your blog, so I decide start blogging again. But now, I want something different. Something personal.

A Guide to my Heart. All the things that women can use to keep my attention, start a conversation or just made me crazy. Is easy, you’ll see: I’m an easy man.


I can catch the sun for you

Be carefull, sharp edges are under the soft skin.